Not Called to Comfortability...

These past two days I have been constantly reminded that the Lord does not call us to a life filled with comfort. My friend Becca Jungers reminded me of this last semester...but now I am feeling it. It is uncomfortable to live with strangers, it is uncomfortable to be around people who speak a different language, it is uncomfortable to not communicate with the children I am serving, it is uncomfortable sweating all day every day, it is uncomfortable feeling ill-prepared..... But here uncomfortable, is comfortable through the Lord. He doesn't call us to be comfortable so that we can see that Only because of Him are things comfortable. (Just some food for thought :))

Yesterday was Brogan and I's first day out with the children. We went to a neighboring village called Rio Esteban. There is an elementary school there where Dr. Don has working in months previous. It is a bilingual school, so Dr. Don thought Brogan and I could start there best because the children speak the most English. When we went I honestly did not know what to expect...I was nervous, excited, uncomfortable by not knowing what would happen. There were so many aspects of the day that I did not know how they would look... so I just prayed that the Lord would be honored and I could be used and would be helpful. The school is composed of 4 classrooms, 1 for Kindergarten, 1 for 1st and 2nd Grades, 1 for 3rd and 4th Grades, and 1 for 5th and 6th Grades. When we walked into the first classroom with Dr. Don, one child spoke up saying, "Hola Gringas!" Which translates into "hello white women!" After hearing this Brogan and I just looked at each other and laughed, there was nothing else to do. Children speak the obvious in Honduras just as much as in Oklahoma. We went throughout the classrooms going over songs in Spanish and English that Dr. Don has made up to help the children learn English through Biblical principles. Songs we sing consist of the Ten Commandments, the Armor of God, Holy Holy Holy ...etc. It is amazing to see these children memorizing these words without realizing what they mean. I cannot wait to see the "light bulbs" above there heads when the songs make sense to them.

I came away from the day overwhelmed for so many reasons. Not a negative overwhelmed, just overwhelmed... There was so much to take in throughout the day. Also Dr. Don informed us that he would not be going back with us the next day because he made prior commitments with another school in another neighboring village. So day two, Brogan and I were to be on our own. Thankfully, Penny Alden came with us to bridge the language barrier, but it was still up to Brogan and I to lead the instruction and the songs. Today we really made connections with the children. They are not used to people visiting and investing in their lives.. and needless to say they are soaking up our attention with a sponge. I was talking with one of the oldest girls (probably 8-9 years old) and I asked her who her friends at school were. She started to name a few girls in her class, then she looked at me and said you Miss Karin. That was amazing to me. Children are so accepting and forgiving. The children there are a true blessing. It encourages me to see how eager they are to learn. They constantly want to sing more songs and just look at Brogan and I like what we say is golden. They are taking the initiative to educate themselves and it's so neat to see.

Last night, after dinner we had an interesting conversation with the Rumbaughs. They wanted to show us a powerpoint they had put together to show everyone who comes to visit them. The big take home message from the powerpoint is about the falsity of America's view of poverty... America views poverty as lack of money. Which by looking at modern celebrities or people with money, it should be obvious that money does not bring happiness or emotional stability. The Rumbaughs are arguing that poverty is emotional... I guarantee you the hut-living Honduras experience volumes more pure joy than mansion-dwelling Americans.

It feels like I have been here more than just 3 days. Tomorrow, Brogan and I go back to the bilingual school legitimately on our own. So please pray for a sound communicating and relationship strengthening day.